Less of me

When I write these things I always think...
"what's going on in my life?"
"what have I been doing this week?"
It's always "I". MY life and the way I'm living has all been ME.
And that ^^^^ isn't cool. Yeah I love Jesus. So that makes me just another one of those religious hypocrites. Cause how can I say that I love Jesus when my life doesn't show it? I say I'm a Christian. I've had Jesus in my heart since I was three. My Grandmas kitchen table. But why do I have to tell you that? Why doesn't it just show?

I'm sorry that some Christians use their faith as a reason for war.
I'm sorry that some Christians try to sell you their faith.
I'm sorry that Christians are hypocrites.
I'm sorry that Christians don't love the poor.
I'm sorry that some Christians are lukewarm or pretenders.
I'm sorry that Christians don't serve you.
I'm sorry that some Christians don't show they care about you.
I'm sorry that Christians love the things of this world.
I'm sorry that Christians don't forgive.
I'm sorry that some Christians think they are better than everyone else.
I'm sorry that Christians don't know what unconditional love is.
I'm sorry that Christians judge.

It sucks. No one is perfect. We'll keep trying, but we will fail. Its a learning process that we will never finish.